I went to the doctor today about my diabetes and we spoke about a lot of things. He's wondering if maybe it's Type 1 diabetes, but isn't sure. He's checking to see if I have a build up of acid in my body, and if so he's admitting me to the hospital to be treated for that. It was a lot of information all at once about a subject that is still kind of foreign to me. Depending on how the medicine I started on today works, I may or may not start insulin. So this next week, I call with my readings daily so he can monitor my progress.
Sometimes everything seems like too much. I just want to kick and scream, cry and beat things or people. Fortunately, I have learned to hold in those emotions but sometimes they bubble to the surface trying to get out. Today was one of those days. Please pray for my sanity, for my ability to handle what comes my way, my health, my daughter's health, my ability to parent, and anything else you may think I need help with.